Long day… I got a surprising amount of stuff done though and I got some new clothes that I’ve been waiting to get for a while. Nothing fancy, just a few staples that were finally on sale at Target. And some new Victoria’s Secret yoga pants that are a medium (!)
I talked to a lot of friends today and I’m feeling good. I’m lucky I have so many.
I actually have no fucks to give about much of anything this morning. Which is unfortunate because I’m supposed to hang out with Kris today and possibly all the girls from work I actually like later on for a dinner type thing. Update: these plans are already falling through. Donna has to close at work since I’m gone, Evan is in the middle of finals week, and Ashley has no money and doesn’t want to drive.
Kris’s car took a shit the day after Matt left, so that was pretty terrible timing. Then this other chick that she is close with started being a total bitch to her so she’s just not in the best of moods. She watched Archer for me while I was gone, so I was over there visiting with her for a bit last night when I picked him up. I asked if she’d want to run with me this morning, but that requires me to 1. Get up now because I’m sure she’s been up forever (and I have just been laying here for the past two hours) 2. Drive out and get her.
I’m also trying to make Grand Forks plans. Nicole is coming up from Fargo on Friday night so Friday will be weather weenie/downtown night. I don’t really know what to expect out of that. Or any of this trip, really. Let’s just hope it doesn’t suck.
So I’ve spent the last several minutes (read: closer to an hour) trying to figure out what I want to take to North Dakota with me clothes wise. I’ll only be gone for three days, so I’m not taking much.
But I’m having a hell of a time with this. I want to pack clothes that I feel good in and honestly, over half of the people I’m going to see, I haven’t seen since I lost 30+ pounds, so I want to look good, too. I know that’s stupid. I know. But I feel like nothing looks good on me. I want to cry. Sometimes I feel like I haven’t come all that far after all.
While I was up there, we went shopping and I went to a fancy bra place and got a $140 bra, but it’s seriously amazing. Except for the straps being too long and adjusted all the way. But everything else about it is magical.
I’m back home now… My weekend was pretty good! Zane was really happy I was able to come and visit him. We ate at some cool places and got to see some actual snowfall. I also realized that I’m gonna just straight up die this weekend in Grand Forks because a windchill of 20 felt fucking ridiculous to me. So there’s that.
Now I’m back home… I hate days when you do nothing but travel… you eat shitty fast food and it’s surprisingly draining. Don’t get me wrong- I love traveling and don’t have a problem driving. It’s just… blah.
My plan for the rest of the week (meaning tomorrow and Wednesday) is to just get back on track keto/working out wise, clean so when Zane gets home Friday, go out for a going away/baby thing for Kris and Ashley, then pack. I lead a very exciting life.
I’m just so fucking glad to be done with work. You don’t even know.
Snowy day in Philadelphia! ❄💙❄😍 #husband #love #favorite #snow #IveMissedThis #me #winter #ThingsThatMakeMissyHappy
Yes I’m having a cheesesteak and a beer for breakfast, go ahead and judge me.
Time for bed!! Getting up early to drive up to Philadelphia to visit with Zane!